Christmas Eve 2019 by Michel

내 사랑의 크리스마스-12 월 24 일

 

Yesterday morning, I left Ottawa on a most beautiful winter day. The sun was shining, the road was dry and nice and there was almost no traffic. A perfect drive to go to my love. All the way, I was listening to music and I was thinking about my Man B. I was looking forward to be with him for the Holiday. I got blessed because the road trip took less time (5.5 hours) than expected.

 

When I arrived, I parked my car in his parking spot and we went up to the apartment. I was so happy to be with him. We laid down on the bed and could not let go of each other. Kissing, hugging, caressing and telling how much we love each other kept us busy for quite a while. I am so happy to have him in my life.

 

This morning, my Man had to go to the shop. He is working until 4. I am sitting in the dining area and I am thinking about him. And I want to share those thoughts.

 

I am sure it was fate that brought us together that June 8 day when I saw and met you. I felt like everything was mapped out. Since then, I feel so happy and privileged to have you in my life. I can sense that we are the happiest couple. I enjoy all these moments of happiness as long. I love you.

 

I can't imagine for a second that I could lose you. You are my great love for better or for worse. I love you and will love you forever, you are the most dear to me.

 

My dearest want ... my love, my dearest wish is to spend my whole life with you and for you. I love you with infinite love, I love you so much that I cannot spend a minute without thinking of you. I love you with all my soul, I adore you with all my heart. And I want to live with you as soon as possible. Every time I am far away, I feel hurt.

 

I know you are the man of my dream and you’re the right person for me. I wish you a Happy Holiday and a wonderful New Year 2020.

 

I love you, je t’aime, 사랑해요 내 사랑 블루스

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2019. 12. 25.

 

 

 

 

Last night, my Man B and I went to the Roy Thomson Hall for the 30’ Christmas Service of the Metropolitan Community Church (MCC). It was a wonderful evening being with my Love and a great celebration of inclusiveness and openness. There were beautiful music by the MCC Christmas Choir, some sopranos and tenors and an orchestra. There were people from all walks of life. Pastor Jeff Rock welcomed all saying « all of you are welcome here at MCC Celebration - gays, lesbians, transgender, cisgender, 2-spirited, straight, bisexual, people from all races, and from all religious church and whatever name you call your God. ». During the 90s, I had the opportunity to go to the Sunday service of MCC. While it is inspired by Christian values, it is recognized for its inclusiveness and its stand for human rights and those who are in needs. Their vision is to create a just, kind and loving world for all. The MCC was founded 46 years ago.

 

Back to last night, there were politicians from all level. My boyfriend and I were privileged to sit by Olivia Chow, former Toronto City Counsellor and wife of the late Jack Layton. We had a short conversation with her before the celebration began. I felt very well to be there even though I have reservations about religions. I also had tears coming up when singing some of the hymns remembering childhood and other events in my life.

 

And above all, I was there with my Love Bruce holding hands openly.

 

Happy Holiday to all.